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What I am

What I am
I am the redhead sitting in the back of the room…the one you’ll never notice. I wonder why people see pain and do nothing to help, they sit back and laugh. I hear the wind blowing through the trees, a hushed spoken word echoing in my ears. I see a long road ahead of me marked with pain and suffering. I want people to not act like I’m a porcelain doll falling to the floor…shattering into a million pieces. I am the redhead sitting in the back of the room…the one you’ll never notice.
I pretend I have no emotion, a heartless, untouchable being.
I feel as if I don’t matter to

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MannequinKnowing all I know and still can't understand any of it. Wanting yet, I can't have it. Charming and clever You know all my moves and still can predict them to the degree that somehow scares me. I don't want to fear. I want to understand, perhaps make sense of it all. Alluring and mysterious Controlling yet kind. Putting philosophers and Einstein to shame without opening your mouth. Knowing innocence and chastity is but a thing of the past. Born into another being... You are shock therapy to the guts. Honest to a stand still. Making me nervous and yet, I still want i Mannequin
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Just for the RecordJust for the record, you are amazing Just for the record, I need you, Just for the record, your kiss still lingers on my lips, Just for the record, I will always need you to make my light shine through in the dark, Just for the record, you make music come to life, Just for the record, life is empty without you, Just for the record, we can make eachother's day, Just for the record, I LOVE YOU. Just for the Record
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It has been a while..

Tue Sep 16, 2008, 11:35 AM

Mood: Artistic
Listening to: Disney Soundtracks
Watching: Computer screen

Once I finally realize I need to update or check messages, it's been months. It's been so crazy. The last journal entry I wrote was on Nicole's Birthday. Now her, Bonnie and Carli have moved away to college. It's like a shock to the guts, one day the people you grew up with are here. Then they are gone the next.

OLD movies are cool to watch again. Spending time with friends always brings a smile to my face.

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Current Residence: Richardson
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Interests: Art (duh) and singing
Favourite movie: Pan's Labyrinth
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite artist: Amy Brown
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite photographer: Lara Jade
Operating System: Apple
MP3 player of choice: IPod
Favourite game: American McGee's Alice
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Alice (Alice in Wonderland)
Tools of the Trade: paintbrush

Email: stars_in.my_hand@yahoo.com

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*streetmilo

Jun 23, 2009, 1:23:53 AM

Thank you for the watch

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~macurris

Jun 21, 2009, 5:46:35 PM

thanks you so much for the watch!!!

[..."La educación es algo admirable, pero es bueno recordar que nada que valga la pena se puede enseñar"...]

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~chib

Mar 14, 2009, 2:21:56 PM

hey, thanks for favoring my work

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Feb 4, 2009, 7:04:55 PM

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Dec 30, 2008, 6:39:41 PM

_{thanks for the on balloon travel!
i really appreciate it!}

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~xTIFFOHHx

Dec 22, 2008, 10:42:23 AM

Thanks for the

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~egoform

Dec 22, 2008, 9:14:12 AM

thanks for the favs!

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~dragonman12

Dec 21, 2008, 8:49:25 AM

thank you for the watch

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WHAT ELS DO YOU WANT HALF-PIT, MIDGET?!

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~CountElmo

Nov 26, 2008, 4:30:18 PM

Thx for adding Alas My Lost Love to your fav's

Greatly appreciated

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a Pessimist is someone whom forgets to laugh!

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